Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Its been ages since I last blogged, properly. The last 2 entries were kinda random so ain't counting them. As to why I had left my blog to accumulate dust, it was because my schedule was all work-tuition-eat-sleep. Sleep was an average of 7 hrs per day (yes, including weekends) because the kids are having exams soon. But the packed schedule was officially over today with one of my kids ending her N Levels tomorrow. Yiiipppeee!
JK left for UK on Sep 16, so it has been close to a month of life without him. I guess I am not feeling the difference yet thanks to my inhumane tuition schedule. Cried like a flowing tap the day he left. Funny thing was I wasn't really feeling anything; the tears just decided to flow and once they did, they couldn't stop. Was so embarrassed because all his family members were there and they had to pretend not to see my tears when they obviously did, just to save me some face.
Work is cool. I have colleagues who said I reminded him of Bandung and Panadol Menstrual Pain when I came to office dressed in a white-magenta colour-blocked dress. Pretty insensitive I would say but sometimes, it takes such people and a lively working environment to remind you that work has not killed you. So I have learned to stop complaining and enjoy it.
Am into Paulo Coelho's books recently. Philosophy does make one emo.
JK left for UK on Sep 16, so it has been close to a month of life without him. I guess I am not feeling the difference yet thanks to my inhumane tuition schedule. Cried like a flowing tap the day he left. Funny thing was I wasn't really feeling anything; the tears just decided to flow and once they did, they couldn't stop. Was so embarrassed because all his family members were there and they had to pretend not to see my tears when they obviously did, just to save me some face.
Work is cool. I have colleagues who said I reminded him of Bandung and Panadol Menstrual Pain when I came to office dressed in a white-magenta colour-blocked dress. Pretty insensitive I would say but sometimes, it takes such people and a lively working environment to remind you that work has not killed you. So I have learned to stop complaining and enjoy it.
Am into Paulo Coelho's books recently. Philosophy does make one emo.
iamnotaileen, 11:04 PM.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I suspect my baby cousin is down with bipolar disorder today.
Instead of the usual brawling and violence he displayed when I go over to his house for tuition with his elder sister, he smiled at me shyly, and in his sweetest voice ever, called me "jie jie".
I thought he was calling his elder sister, who incidentally was standing beside me. But when his mum asked him which jie jie he was refering to, that tiny fellow ran over and pointed to me saying, "This jie jie!"
The next 15 mins was spent with him playing happily with me, in complete ignorance of his sister and even his all-time-favourite, his mummy.
When it was time for me to go, he held my hand and walked me to the door, like any gallant gentleman would.
Kids, never fail to fascinate me.
Instead of the usual brawling and violence he displayed when I go over to his house for tuition with his elder sister, he smiled at me shyly, and in his sweetest voice ever, called me "jie jie".
I thought he was calling his elder sister, who incidentally was standing beside me. But when his mum asked him which jie jie he was refering to, that tiny fellow ran over and pointed to me saying, "This jie jie!"
The next 15 mins was spent with him playing happily with me, in complete ignorance of his sister and even his all-time-favourite, his mummy.
When it was time for me to go, he held my hand and walked me to the door, like any gallant gentleman would.
Kids, never fail to fascinate me.
iamnotaileen, 7:02 PM.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
男人常埋怨女人都不爱听实话。自己明明不是美艳动人却老要求男人夸自己美。
其实女人是知道的，知道自己并不是那么地美艳动人。但之所以想听男人夸自己，只是想知道男人有多爱自己。
男人在这时就会说，“我是爱她的阿！但撒这种谎也太虚伪了吧。”
如果你是真的爱她，那你就不会计较一个简单却又能让她开心的举动。如果你是真真的爱她，那你就会竭尽所能让她快乐。
这种温柔，又有几个男人会懂呢？
其实女人是知道的，知道自己并不是那么地美艳动人。但之所以想听男人夸自己，只是想知道男人有多爱自己。
男人在这时就会说，“我是爱她的阿！但撒这种谎也太虚伪了吧。”
如果你是真的爱她，那你就不会计较一个简单却又能让她开心的举动。如果你是真真的爱她，那你就会竭尽所能让她快乐。
这种温柔，又有几个男人会懂呢？
iamnotaileen, 10:55 PM.
